suddenly i found i do not like the style of my life.i am so tired and so crazy .that is not me. i want calm and happy.i want have my life.nothing about others ,only me.and i can do what i want,say what i want.smile and cry in my little world.there is peace and flowers which only for me.i want to be myself.only me.what i do,maybe i finally know something.nothing about others but only me.i just want...........................................